I miss you. And I miss going for walks.
It is 60 degrees outside and sunny.
I can’t even enjoy it because you won’t stop being swollen.
I want to go outside.
I’ve never once felt so powerful after giving someone head. I just spent an hour making him feel like a king. Not sure why. But I’ve never felt so connected to him sexually. It was beautiful.
I’m scared to be left alone.
I’m almost not pregnant. And this weather is very uplifting.
Complain constantly when I want to get out of the house and do something with you on your days off. Then sit and wait anxiously when you have to go out with your friends instead. I’m sorry but I feel like a burden now. All I see is the inside of 8 walls every week. Either in at home or at work. I hate this town, and I miss Ann arbor. All I do is sleep when I’m at home and make plans to see people in vain, everyone backs out. Pretty much every time. I know hanging out with the pregnant girl is hard, and its even harder when ya know she’s not keeping it. “what do I even talk about” I hate my job. I hate where my home is. And I hate the people I’m surrounded by. I’m just filled with hate hate hate.